求一本类似《钢铁是怎样炼成的》的书
God and his son - Gadfly Book Whether I live Or have I died I have a Gadfly Happy flyingThis poem is Gadfly writing the final, finished it, he would on the line to the execution ground, and then he was dead. Him die very hard, because to him the execution of soldiers, are so loved him, they gun in trembling hands, the tears they shed in the face, but they must kill him, it is working. Numerous rounds of ammunition in the voice, the Gadfly or dead, whole body a bullet, but die so strong, so splendid.Mongolian peaceful Nepal in to watch their son die, is that he personally killed him, yes him, in between God and his son, decided to choose the false compassion of God, and to give up your miserable love it so much in need of a son . He is destined for their own choices and regret it, he is doomed by their own mad, finally, great Cardinal or crazy or dead, God is not merciful, God is not because of his loyalty to his loyalty. Arthur are poor,Fine jade Ma the one hand to hit him from Italy of the South America, many years of suffering, he put down the whole, and finally, he returned to Italy, he metFine jade Ma , they love, but not Forever. He was dead, she cried, the pain of him all the time, she is also suffering significantly. Just know that he is still alive, she, she can be relieved, she can gradually forget about their mistake once, he living to die again in front of her. Arthur at the age of 17, understand that God is just using a hammer to knock on rotten clay, his most darling Padre cheated him, God is not merciful, one can rely on only themselves. Arthur in the suffering has become a complete atheist, he hated the hypocrisy of prayer, the Father of all hate, but he knows, anyway, still love him Padre, he did not hate him, as long as the Padre can make the rest of my life love him , he would meet, he would be happy. HoweverMongolian peaceful Nepal not to do so, he cried, cried very sad, but he is still the choice of God, only God ... ...As great cardinal, chooses God is natural, Christ sews on the cross, he is doomed is the mercy, he is doomed to be possible to accept all person's confession, but he can do, is also merely accepts the confession. He cannot make anything for the people, he could not, he not be able to rescue in the Mongolian peaceful Nepal, could not rescue Arthur. But in the Mongolian peaceful Nepal does not understand, did not understand, he treats his like this son, is results in not fairly, but he actually did not understand, he is confused by God, he at heart only then that empty God. but when in the Mongolian peaceful Nepal awakens finally, but really when must face in the heaven or hell that God, what he will also say, he will also love God? Also insists own belief? He will regret, certain meeting. He will understand that and will pound God the fragment, he from will discard at heart God, his sincerity will love, will be own son. But all these already late, the heaven was infinite high, the hell is bottomless deep, he forever could also not find oneself beloved son ...... to confess once more? is therefore of no help ......
《牛虻》内容简介
《牛虻》 【爱尔 伏尼契 英年亚瑟就读于一所意大利大学，他父母双亡，同父异两个哥哥掌握了家产，对他冷淡排斥，大嫂裘丽娅更是视他为眼中钉。
惟一能给他以关心和安慰的只有青梅竹马的女伴琼玛和爱他如子的蒙太里尼神父。
任意比萨神学院院长的蒙太里尼神父是亚瑟家的旧交，学识渊博，品行高尚，亚瑟非常崇敬和信任他。
在一个闷热的夏夜，亚瑟和蒙太里尼谈心时向他透漏了自己想参加大学里为反抗奥地利统治、解放意大利二成立的秘密团体“青年意大利”的打算。
深知其危险性的蒙太里尼十分担心，劝说亚瑟和自己一起去阿尔卑斯山采集标本，好找机会说服亚瑟改变计划。
然而，虽然他们渡过了一个愉快的假期，蒙太里尼的愿望并没有实现。
不久，蒙太里尼被天主教会任命为阿平宁山区的主教，这意味着他将离开亚瑟，而新来的接替他的卡尔狄神父又让人难以信任。
由于担心亚瑟的安危，蒙太里尼很不愿离开，他希望亚瑟挽留自己，但亚瑟不理解他的良苦用心，反而劝他上任，他只好忧心忡忡的离开。
琼玛与亚瑟在同一所大学读书，她也是“青年意大利”的积极拥护者，因此与这一团体的领导人之一波拉交往逐渐频繁。
这使亚瑟心生妒忌，单纯的他在忏悔时受卡尔狄神父的欺骗，讲出了青年意大利党的一些活动情况，还说出了波拉的名字。
不久，他和波拉便被奥地利军警逮捕。
在狱中，亚瑟经受住了种种折磨，拒不招供，最后在哥哥的干预下被释放出狱。
当他在狱吏口中得知是卡尔狄出卖了他时，心灵受到极大的刺激，对伪善的宗教产生了怀疑。
前来迎接他出狱的琼玛误以为是亚瑟出卖了同志，打了他一个耳光后愤然离去。
伤心绝望的亚瑟刚回到家里便又遭受了一次沉重的打击，企图将他赶出家门的嫂子告诉他一个隐藏已久的秘密：亚瑟是她母亲和蒙太里尼的私生子
这个消息犹如晴天霹雳，击碎了亚瑟对人世、对宗教的所有美好回忆，他砸碎了家里的耶稣神像，留下了一份遗书，最后藏身到一艘开往南美洲的船上，去了巴西。
13年之后，新即位的教皇为了收买人心，对政治犯颁布了大赦令，自由主义热潮席卷了意大利。
在南美已漂泊数年的亚瑟历尽磨难，在形体、外貌方面都有了很大的的变化，唯有思想深处解放意大利、反对教会的信念没有改变。
他在旅居法国期间化名为列瓦雷士，以“牛虻”为笔名，以笔墨为武器继续着与反动势力的斗争。
这时他应几位意大利名流的邀请回到意大利，为他们写作讽刺时政的文章。
在一个偶然的场合，琼玛见到了他，他的心情难以平静。
因为从他身上，她仿佛看到了自己年轻时的爱人亚瑟的影子。
琼玛当年在看到亚瑟遗书时深受打击，认为是自己害了亚瑟，久久不能原谅自己。
现在，她渴望牛虻就是亚瑟，并一次次的进行试探，但牛虻感于过去的痛苦，一直不愿开口承认。
牛虻的讽刺文章犀利甚至刻毒，对敌人毫不留情。
新任的红衣主教蒙太里尼以其谦和的风度和无可非议的德行赢得了许多人的好感，但牛虻仍然撰文无情的攻击他，这使很多人都不能理解。
牛虻不愿只是做纸上谈兵的斗争，他一边写作，一边组织起义。
喂准备起义，他到阿平宁山区去偷运军火，被密探发现。
枪战中他本可以逃掉，却因蒙太里尼的突然出现而在一时犹豫中被捕。
牛虻在狱中见到了蒙太里尼，与之相认，要求他做出选择：要么脱离教会，与自己共同战斗，要么继续做教会忠实的奴仆，看着自己走向死亡。
蒙太里尼劝服不了牛虻，经过一番痛苦的思想煎熬，他最终选择了后者。
牛虻坚强不屈的精神感动了狱吏，他们自愿带信给琼玛。
在信中牛虻终于原谅了琼玛，承认自己就是亚瑟，并向他她表达了始终不渝的爱情。
牛虻英勇赴死后，丧子之痛和深深的悔恨摧毁了蒙太里尼的意志，他在复活节作完疯狂的演讲之后，黯然辞别人世。
